Dreams..

i rarely remember my dreams, but these past 2 weeks i can vivdly remember my dreams..every single night.
Lately ive been having horirble dreams with all of these douche bags in them.. pretty much my ex's and this complete psycho as well. I have been seriously been trying to stay up for as long as i can like until 5 am so when i sleep i will be very short and usually when that happens i dont remember any of my dreams. Yet i kept on remembering the horrible dreams i just dreamt.

one day i dreamt about my ex who i was with for the longest time, and it made me fucking sad..all day. and i seriously couldnt get him out of my head. I still cant believe he moved to cancun to be with this girl who fucked a bunch of other guys and did a bunch of horrible things behind his back, and theyre getting married.. i dont get it. And she is probably gonna use him to get US citizenship. whatever , what a dumbass.

but right now i just woke up from my nap (i'm sick) haha. And i actually had a good dream, almost like a romantic movie, Where i meet this guy we like eachother a lot but a lot of stupid stuff happens..i screw up, he screws up. but at the end of my dream my coworkers set up this romantic lunch, and we just know were in love and blah blah blah. needless to say it was a great dream compared to my nightmares i have been having, and makes me want real true love hahaha.